Drayfest

I want my life to be like this….

I want my life to be like this….

still.

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i look for him still.

much like i do the diamond earring that is one half of the pair my parents gave me when i graduated university. vacillating between heartache and acceptance. forgetting and then remembering. doing without and then lifting a couch cushion or opening and closing a drawer. just in case. moving forward and then looking over a shoulder or peering into the rear view. just in case. 

i look for him still. because that’s what you do when you lose something you love.